Journal Entry from difficult past time

Frey here. 

Wanted to share an old journal entry I found on one of my iNotes.

I think back to the times when I had trouble finding a job. Things have fortunately turned around now, but I think what is important is to remember/appreciate those times when things were hard

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Time to be aggressive
Watch videos on victor ching
Watch videos on steve jobs
The war song clan calls upon you
The might of the middle kingdom and the spirit of human freedom rally behind you
Things are always hard..
What matters is who is pouring the water
What you want to do
Ambitious
Command
Take charge
No waste time
Aggression
I will create a dent in my universe
An autobot shall rise from our ranks
A light from the shadow shall spring,
Renewed shall be the blade that was broken
Be a hero, make the world you want to make
Its about how much you can get hit and keep moving forward
A hero is born out of the ashes
You are going to become fit again
You are going to get a job
You are going to be good at excel, ppt, photoshop, illustrator
You are going to speak chinese, spanish, german
You are going to learn finance
You
Is it not being me which is blocking me from solving this problem?
가지치기, 조금씩 시간에 걸맞게 논리를 설명한다.
At the end of the day, this is an exercise in identifying the 근원 of a problem
You just need to apply your own logic in that given timeframe
Customer Relationship
Customer Segment
Key Activities
Key Infrastructure
KP
VP
CH
RS
CO
Things that I must absolutely get rid of
사람들과 행복을 나누고 싶다.
내 생각을 포장해서 공유하고 싶다.
마음껏 상상하고 싶다.
업적을 만들고 싶다.
Say when you need more time
Don’t be pressured
The story of life is overcoming difficulty
Going despite
Doing despite
Believing, internalizing the spirit of hope, the light house, and rallying towards it
Ignoring the threat in front of you
Doing something straight out of your heart
Vs. mindless drilling
Peace…forgiveness….no pressure…no sensitivity
Shame
Fear that makes things bigger than they really are
Stress because of time
Insecurity about uncertainty
Laziness
Self-blaming
My strengths and weaknesses
You learn on the job
You know how to improvise
You’re good in the field
You like to create and start things
My weaknesses
I have trouble seeking help.
I have trouble listening to criticisms that indicate that I am wrong
Out of fear of leaving out details, I neglect things beyond the one thing at hand, plunge myself into analysis paralysis and then procrastinate
I try to always make myself feel better in a selfish way
There are things that you should forget like pains from the past
Don’t be afraid to fail
You can’t always win but don’t be afraid of making decisions
Start small, remember what you have
Why do I always hesitate when I am tackling a problem?
Branch out then start breaking things d
It’s about going forward
Its about accomplishing and learning as you go forward and giving you the space to do so
Ignore the fuckers who say that you are no good
The people who judge
What matters is your ability to get things going. You gotta exercise that muscle By having a dream
What matters is what you want…the ultimate objective you have that is beyond anything lowly human beings could even dream of
What I want is a global company that I want to manage and create financial value out of
I’m not the type of person who can work underneath others for a long time
What I want is to get married to 여진..the intermediate complaints have no place in my life
YOU WANT THIS MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE
COMPUTER GAMES, BIRTHDAY CAKES, CLOTHES, BAGS..THEY DONT MEAN SHIT!!
What I want is to become a fighter, the healthiest soldier capable of fighting a war
DONT EVEN LISTEN TO WHAT OTHERS HAVE TO SAY
If you want to be great, then make the choice to be so by HAVING NOTHING OF COMPLAINING
IS SLEEP MORE IMPORTANT? OR YOU FINISHING THIS CASE??
FINISHING THE CASE
ITS NOT ABOUT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE SAY
ITS ABOUT WHAT YOU WANT
ITS ABOUT WHAT YOU WANT
ITS ABOUT WHAT YOU WANT
ITS CHOOSING THE THINGS THAT MOTIVATE YOU
LET OTHERS JUDGE WHO THE FUCK CARES?
SO LONG AS I FIND MY WAYS OF ENJOYING THE PROCESS AND MAKE IT THROUGH, THAT IS FINE
Remembering who you are
Remembering who we can be
We are meant to shine
Cherished moments
We are apt to forget
There is a fire that keeps on burning
What is the great things humans are capable of?
Developing your own kingdom of god
The only limit is yourself
The path of a hero
Reforging of our sword
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An international Socratic warrior on a journey in search of human happiness and value which can further human civilization.
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